Me in one word

I sit and I ponder my life in a nut shell. If one word were written to describe me what would it be? Adventurous? No, I am not so bold. Skeptic? No I am not that questioning. Realist? I hardly live in the real world. Humorist? I am not very good at telling jokes. Crazy? Maybe on good days. Lazy? Sadly on most days. Stupid? I wish. Smart? Not so much. Average? Too boring. Original? I can only hope. Tired? Right now yes I am tired. I think I will go to bed and ponder this question further.

The days to fly

Wow time flies. I hate when I am reading a blog and they don't update for a while. There really isn't anything to say. I am in school and working and that is about it. My sister is engaged...that is pretty cool.
I am think about living out in the middle of nowhere and changing my name to little feather...that is pretty cool to. Other than that there isn't much else to say.

nanowrimo

Okay so next month is National Novel Writing Month! The challenge is to write a 50,000 word novel in one month. If you do write 50,000 words by the end of the month send it to this site and they will give you a little certificate http://www.nanowrimo.org/ . Really the point is not what people will give you but what you will give yourself. While the certificate maybe cool isn't it cooler that you have your own novel at the end?

Lost

Okay...I'm lost. Does anyone have the map? I lost my life map. I thought I put it under the passenger seat but then I realized my life car doesn't have one. I guess if it did I would have gladly given up the drivers seat for a few sound moments to myself. It is literally driving me nuts. Where is my life map! I am lost on the road to success and I think I have taken a detour down the lane of Lazy Do Nothing or maybe I am on the the Road to Self Destruction. There aren't any BP's to stop and get directions at and gosh darn it GPS companies don't make a system for life high ways. Can you tell me where I am? Have I made the right choices? Taken the right paths? Am I a good person? Or am I completely bad?

In Class

I am in class right now. The facts are these: 1. I do not like being told how to think and 2. I don't like being forced to do anything. While the class I am in at the time has nothing to do with any of this, I still feel the need to discuss it.

I like history. Most of the time it reads like a great story. What I don't like is being told how to decode history. Really it drives me nuts. Why can't I come to my own conclusion instead of swallowing someone elses? Oh well...little rant is over.

Humdrum Diddly Dee Life of Me

So today was my last day of freedom before school starts up. I decided to be a bad girl with my cousin and get some Ice Cream. I love Ice Cream sometime, especially sundaes. There are thousands of ways you can have a sundae and still have it be called a sundae. Any combo of toppings is glorious and fantastic so long as it is what you want and the shop has it...though I really do not think meat would go well with ice cream. But if you want it and the store has it go for it buddy. I usually like nuts and fruits and chocolate with butterscotch all mixed up in a delicious combonation.
Selections, choices, options, whatever you want to call it are truly the spice of life. Without such options what is the point of being human? Do you really want the same burger everyday? I don't. I may want pickles and onions one day, a plain one the next, one day I might want extra cheese, and for a month I might not want a burger at all. No offense to anyone who eats the same burger every day though...that is your choice because you are human.
I am not reading really anything at the moment...wish I was. I need a book to read. I finished reading the last of the twilight series. That was interesting. In general it was a good story and not a waste of my time. I smiled and laughed and so on so all in all good. I need a new book though. my need to finish shelf is now filled with finished books.

school...need more be said?

School starts soon. The number one question is...is the profession I chose the right profession for me? I sometimes think yes and other times think no and sometimes I just think becoming a truck driver sounds like an AWESOME idea. I mean I get paid to travel...something I love to do.

But to be frank, do they really expect me to pay a lot of money to become educated in one profession and then stay there for ever? In all honesty my favorite color changes constantly... if I were asked to choose my favorite color that was the color my world had to be forever I would not be happy! I like colors, I like options, I don't like being made to stay in one place all the time. There really is no job that suits me for too long. I highly doubt anyone will want to hire me. They will offer me 3 years contracts and I'll say "Can we make that maybe 1 year or 1/2 years please. Thank you." they will look at me like I am an idiot but it all honesty I hate being tied down! I loath it! I don't want to do it!